Ragnarok Revolution back in the day, looking for somebody

[ElectronicDesign2]

Well, a few years ago i used to play ragnarok revolution, and it was actually so long that i honestly cant remember any of the info i used or most of the events, but there is one thing i remember, a girl who meant the world to me and i ended up breaking her heart, and ive regret it every day since.

i dont remember her name exactly, and i cant even remember my name to be honest, it mightve been poof or something, but i was always using an assassincross, and was in the Saotome family(or really close to them, not really sure which one)

basically, i guess the best way to find her is to describe what happend. me and her dated, for awhile, and we were very close, but i did something to lose her (i think someone claimed i was cheating on her which is what started it) and soon after we fought alot, and i was banned from the server, because she started dating Kisuka. ive never talked to her since, yet when im on RO ill find myself just sitting under a tree in the center of payon, where we used to sit alot, and just stare at my computer and think of all the things i miss about her.

I know alot of people might say its pointless or idiotic to fall in love on a game, and then try to find that person after years of not talking, and i know its a shot in the dark, but none of you really know just how much she meant to me, and i would give anything just to talk to her once more.

if this sounds familiar to any of you guys, this time period i mean (lunchbox was staff then he left after i was banned and she made staff i think, also the Saotome family was getting pretty large, i THINK i was holly Saotomes dad i cant remember lol) please help me figure out at least what her char name was, so that it would help me re connect to her if possible. Or if she reads this, im sorry for everything that happend and not a day goes by that i wish i didnt do it differently. But know i never did cheat on you, and i did love you with all my heart, and all the arguing after we broke up, i was stupid, and hurt that i lost you. i didnt mean any of it.

yeah idk, i doubt anybody will even read this tbh and its 6:30 in the morning, i havent slept, and ive been working on scripts all night so im babbling right now. ciao

btw my names Josh if that helps

[Usagimimi]

It's not silly to fall in love in a game. I fell in love with my fiance playing NiktoutRO Loki in early 2007. We've known each other for three years now; dating for 2.5; and living together since the end of 2008. We're getting married in 2011.

It does happen; usually RO relationships don't work out, but in certain cases, like mine, it can determine the rest of your life, since even if it's long-distance, in-game, etc., the people you meet and interact with still influence your life in the end. They're real people; they do exist, it's just usually it doesn't get further than a computer screen or a phonecall.

Good luck finding your old sweetheart.

[Braxaxe]

Hey i know what ya mean dude...
Ill do whatever i can to find her for you. Was it a permanent ban? can you still log in? ? Id make things easier if you could tell me all this in person.
Do you have any idea at all on what even part of her name was? Ill start my investigation for her right now! Ill find her for you dont worry!!!  

[Kisuka]

*cough* i don't ban for such silly reasons. And if your talking about Lilly or Mouschi (those were the only people I dated on RRO), they both have boyfriends/husbands-to-be at the moment.

If it's either one of them, I won't give you either of their info, as I'm sure they rather be left alone. And I wouldn't want to create any issue that impacts their current relationship. Not to mention I don't give out friend's personal info unless they allow it.

[Braxaxe]

Um yeah i looked into you for it and thats what i got sorry dude. But mabey things can still work out! i wont give it up yet!

[ElectronicDesign2]

yeah actually it was Lilly i believe

and at kisuka, id rather not get into a big argument over what happend and what didnt happen, but from what i can recall, you banned me because of that situation. regarding you giving me her information, i wouldnt expect anybody to do that honestly, what would be nice if for somebody that is still in contact with her to let her know this topic exists and if she wants to read it let it be of her own free will if she wants to talk again or not.

as for her being engaged or whatever, im not looking to talk to her in order to get back together, believe it or not the relationship was based on a previous friendship and id just like to get that friendship back.
Posted on: February 24, 2010, 06:44:15 pmOH! Btw the name was either Lilly Cartel or Lilly Saotome

[Kisuka]

You were banned for harassing her, she reported you lots of times for it.
I will not be giving you any of her info.

[ElectronicDesign2]

wow you really do live up to your notorious reputation dont you, its kind of pathetic. and honestly, i think you should just stay off this topic, i really dont care to listen to any of your bs anymore, you and i both know what happend and theres no point in you trying to deny it to try and defend your image, which is an image already clouded in immaturity

and back at the topic, maybe if you read my replies, you would get the point that im not asking people to give me her info, so shut up, read the page again, and stay out of it.

[Kisuka]

I have as much right to post here as you do 

If anything, I have a LARGE right to do so, considering the person your trying to get in-contact with was my ex, an old RRO GM, and a friend of mine. And considering you were banned due to you continuing to HARASS HER, I don't see it a wise choice to give you her current info, due to that fact. Despite what grudge you may have for me, that doesn't change the fact that what you did was wrong, and by the players request, you were banned for continual player harassment, this was about... 3 years ago I believe. Old news is old, so there is really no point in bringing up an old issue such as this.

You took a simple "looking for such and such person" thread into a huge drama thing now, I have her info, I know why you were banned, I know that it wouldn't be a good idea to give you her info, and I know I rather not chance you messing up her current long relationship because you feel you must "get back in touch" with her because you can't seem to get her out of your mind. Face the facts and move on, you were banned for harassing her, and I won't give you any of her contact info.

By the way, don't try saying you DON'T want her contact info (IM, email, whatever), or don't even try saying you don't like her anymore. This section of the RMS forums is DESIGNED to find people your looking for, so you can't say you DON'T wanna talk with her again, otherwise you wouldn't have posted this topic to begin with. Your original posts states you miss her, miss being with her, miss sitting with her under a virtual tree, and want to talk to her again because you feel you "messed up something great".

On a side note, this isn't about my image or anything. I'm simply refusing to give you the info of someone you were banned for harassing. This has nothing to do with my image as a 5 year server owner, eAthena developer, and Janus developer. And yes I do know what happened as you claim I do: Lilly continually reported you for harassing her daily, because of this I banned you. Player harassment is against our Terms of Service which you agreed to when joining RRO.

I would love it if a mod would lock this now considering the topic creator has taken this topic to a bad place with his hate towards me, and seeing as how the topic creator was BANNED from my server for harassing the SAME PERSON hes trying to get in contact with again. I don't see it as a wise choice to allow this.

[ElectronicDesign2]

lol first of all, last i heard, she hated you for treating her like complete crap as you do to everybody, plus not to mention she had found out about you giving items to players for "pictures" of themselves, so to be honest, the chance of you even talking to her anymore is less than the chance of me winning the jackpot texas lotto.

As for the reason you banned me? well, thats just a whole other story but you're right, it is off topic so im no longer going to debate it with you, regardless of how right you think you are.

In fact if i remember correctly, you were the one who started to turn this topic into a drama topic, trying to rub something in my face and not allowing me to have it, 1, thats childish as hell, 2, it was with the intent to start controversy. why else would you post anything about it unless your guided intent was create drama like you so love to do. and regarding me "ruining" her long term relationship? do you read ANY of the posts in here at all? ive said numerous times that the ONLY reason i wanted to get back into contact was just for a friendship based affiliation. I'm already married, with a beautiful baby girl, there would be NO reason that i would leave that for anybody or even take a chance at jeopardizing that situation with the hopes to what, rekindle an old fling? if thats what i had wanted then i could easily go off and get one of the ex's i do still talk to.
And to be honest, nobody cares what you would "love" to happen, it isnt your topic, youre not the only person who has a chance at knowing lilly, and when it comes to the point of this topic being a "bad place with hate towards you", the only reason any argument started in the first place was already mentioned above. So i ask you again. Take the mature route which i know will be a different one for you, and just leave this topic.

[Kisuka]

Last few notes from me to clear some lies from your dirty mouth:

1) Lilly and I were never on bad terms even when she left, her friend Libby stayed in contact with me and I continue to talk to both Lilly and Libby from time to time.

2) Many old players have rejoined RRO including both libby and lilly, both which quickly contacted me in-game to find out what i've been up to recently. This is certainly not an act of someone I would be on bad terms with. On a side note, I never hold grudges, nor do I stay on bad terms with someone. I keep an open mind and always forgive.

3) I HAVE NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE GIVEN ITEMS TO PLAYERS ON MY SERVER UNLESS IT WAS A PRIZE FROM AN EVENT, AND NEVER CERTAINLY IN MY LIFE HAVE EVER ASKED FOR "PICTURES" OF MY PLAYERS/USERS. THIS IS A s*** LIE AND I WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU WOULD KEEP SUCH s*** TO YOURSELF. AS YOU HAVE NO PROOF OF SUCH LIES BECAUSE THEY NEVER HAPPENED. I WILL NOT STAND BY AND ALLOW MY NAME TO BE TRASHED IN SUCH A LOW MANNER.

You state how your SO mature, and have a wife and baby who you love. If your so damn mature and smart, why are you arguing and throwing around rumors, lies, and s*** which you have no proof of and have NO FACTS AT ALL about. If you love your wife and child so much WHY the hell are you trying to get in contact with an ex-lover from an online video game? I'm no one to question someone's relationship, but what kind of lover does that? What kind of loyal husband and father says: quote- "and i know its a shot in the dark, but none of you really know just how much she meant to me, and i would give anything just to talk to her once more.". You should be focusing on YOUR FAMILY, not trying to get in contact with someone you used to have a relationship with.

Anyways, I will be showing this to Lilly and Libby, I doubt they will be happy AT ALL with your actions.

[ElectronicDesign2]

As i said before, the only thing you like to do is argue. I've stated no lies, only things that have been shown to me and i've seen happen myself, so regardless if you admit to any of it or not, its based on what IVE seen and what has been SHOWN to me, therefore regardless if its proven or not, there was at one point or another proof of each accusation.
Also, the reason i posted this, was for FRIENDSHIP. its stated that numerous times, shes not just an ex-lover, she was a really good FRIEND. so i think you're the one who needs to get your facts straight, not me.

[Kisuka]

This topic isnt supposed to be about me, it's about you trying to get in contact with a person you were banned for harassing.

For you to bring up rumors about me is so low and immature I can't even think straight because your insane stupidity is SO STRONG that it's making ME feel stupid just READING your lies and slander. Many people hate me in the RO scene, most of which were banned for LEGIT reasons from my server (which has been serving the RO community since 2004) and decide to create rumors and false info about me.

The facts remain that the things you claim about me are 100% UNTRUE, and not ONE PIECE of proof, evidence, or people involved in such acts of which you claim have come forth. So I would APPRECIATE IT if you would keep such obvious lies to yourself.

Grow up and act your age. Go worry about taking care of your so called family, rather then trying to pick a fight with people. You may have started this argument, but I certainly will finish it.

You say that I'm immature, that I'm the one who is the bad guy here. But who is the one making this argument worse? Who is the one continuing to try and spread lies, and rumors about someone just to make them look bad to everyone else? YOU ARE! I have never once insulted you during this whole topic, I have never once said ONE BAD thing about you! (Except now due to you attacking me; If your going to attack me, I will attack back to defend myself.) I have simply stated facts of what has happened and why I will not provide you with a players info. Considering this is a topic regarding a player from MY SERVER, I see it as MY RIGHT to defend this person from coming in harms way from a person THEY WANTED BANNED.

I'm done here, have a good life.

[ElectronicDesign2]

There are so many things wrong with that last post of yours that im not even going to begin, anybody with half a mind can prove just based on this topic alone how ignorant you are, not to mention your lack of attention. So from here on, any post you reply, will be completely disregarded by myself.

[LibbytheCreator]

I had to make an account JUST so I could reply to this.

Josh, stop bashing on Kisu.  Lily left you and reported you for harassing her mostly because you were doing that emo routine where you acted like you were going to kill yourself every time she did something that you didn't like.  You were trying to control her through your OWN immaturity and attention-whoring-ness.  Remember that?  Because I do.  I remember her coming to me REALLY upset because you kept at it and THAT is what got you banned.

By the way, Kisu never traded items with his players for pictures of them.  He NEVER did that.  I've still kept in contact with him all this time and after you left I was a MOD for a good while.  I had to stop though because of college being way too crazy and busy.  I recently rejoined.  You have NO right to claim this kind of crap against Kisu.

...ooohhhh and if my memory serves correctly, you also had a REAL bad lying streak.  So umm...you could be pulling a lot of what you said about Kisu right out of your butt.  Which I honestly think you did.

Just so you know, Lily would NEVER want to be friends with you again.  She hated you before and she most likely hates you now.  I'll have to wait a few hours until she wakes up (it's 4:30am over here) to let her know about this, but ohhh boy you're sadly mistaken if you think she'd want ANYTHING to do with you after all the crap you did to her.  You made her life hell for those last few moments that you were a part of her life.

And how do I know this?  BECAUSE I WAS HERE FOR HER WHEN SHE NEEDED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON.  And believe you me, she needed that a LOT when you were in her life.  She's happy right now, she has a husband.  As her best friend, I vow that I will do NOTHING to help you to gain contact with her again.  Oh yes, I WILL keep this page open to show it to her, but I wont encourage her to post here unless she wants to.

I also agree with the whole WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM WHEN YOU HAVE A WIFE AND KID AND YET YOU WANT TO FIND LILY AGAIN?!  WHAT IN LORD'S NAME IS YOUR PROBLEM!?  Get your priorities straight.  Go be a proper husband and father to your family and stop trying to rekindle something that just isn't going to happen.

Oh and if you didn't figure it out yet - I'm Libby.  Your lies and petty tricks aren't going to work with me.  I'm also far less forgiving than Kisu as you might have noticed.  I DO hold grudges.  I'll never forgive you for what you did to my best friend.  I hope you go rot in hell.

Have a nice life.

[ElectronicDesign2]

I'm sorry, but in truth, i find that awfully convenient. Nice try.

[LibbytheCreator]

And that attitude is why you'll never get into contact with her ever again.  I spoke with her on the phone yesterday.  She doesn't want anything to do with you anymore.  Give it up you sad excuse for a human being.

[ElectronicDesign2]

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[Freyl]

lmao... okay to put some closure to this. My name is Jessy, im lillys husband. Im not here to dog on ya or belittle you. At her request im on here to tell you no, she remembers things a bit different than you told them and she does not want to get in contact with you again. yes you guys WERE good friends then but that ended with the relationship. no grudges held but she does not want to be friends again. from the both of us, thanx libby and kisuka for not giving out her info, greatly appreciate it.

[LibbytheCreator]

You're welcome Jess.  Thanks for putting this guy straight

[ElectronicDesign2]

=D

[Ripp]

Holy s-word, it's Poof.

I remember you!

It's me, Vlad. I dunno if you remember me, but you, Lina, and I used to chill a lot. <3

I wondered what happened to you, Mr Coffey. Haven't seen you on msn in ages.

At least I hope you're the Poof I'm thinking of.

[ElectronicDesign2]

haha, hey dude whats up, yeah its been a couple years man howve you been?
I have a new MSN now, [email protected]

I also run my own server, well, a couple of them actually, but just one RO server.

[Ripp]

Hah. Added. I'll seeya on MSN sometime.