For your giving your honest, unbiased opinion over the server, I applaud you, Yusifer. Again, having to make the decision to dismiss you from staff was a difficult one, however, (and anyone who's worked with me before will unfortunately know this to be true) I'll do whatever it takes to ensure the majority of the team is able to work cohesively together. Your contributions were truly one of a kind, and although I have chosen not to use them, I do hope that someday they go to good use somewhere. When that day comes, I look forward to experiencing your storyline content, as it is of a calibur even above Gravity's quest writers in my opinion.
In regard to your distaste for Nyx, I must shake my head in disappointment that you would draw names out specifically on RMS, however, I understand your frustrations. Nyx is extremely protective of me and my projects, and over the years has done nothing to me but be extremely helpful and be there when no one else has been there. She has gone above and beyond for me, even babysitting the server for six months while I was too busy to do so myself due to school, completely voluntary (not even receiving donation credits or real life currency to do so), and throughout all that time, stayed true to the rules I set forth for the staff and not once turned rogue or went corrupt. I truly wish that everyone could see the side of her that I personally know, as she is a ridiculously amazing woman behind the pixels. It is to my understanding that there are many Filipino players who seem to have issues with her as well, but for false accusations and assumptions (accusing her of cheating on v1, and upon my pouring over all the logs for hours, and finding absolutely nothing to support their claims; as well as players going so far as to falsely accuse her of doing this that or the other-- e.g. muting people during Ides/WoE, yet no record of such commands being used, with no way for her to alter logs as I'm the only one with access to them-- those sorts of things x_x;). Even on Facebook, the Filipino players who had added my personal FB account prior to my separating "IRL" and "Online" personas, posted screenshots with extremely exaggerated content. I don't understand how or why they hate her as much as they do, but, they're entitled to their own opinions. Despite months of my trying to mediate whatever issues they had with her, they perpetuated rumors within their playing group (all of them knowing each other offline), and kept the charade going despite being given any and all evidence I could to them. I know she can be extremely blunt and brutally honest, but we're all big kids (well, all except Klent who's turning 10 this year I believe?), so it should come as no surprise that she'd address things as she saw fit directed towards fellow adults.. Perhaps I'm just not seeing what certain individuals are seeing within her, but even when I've tested how friendly she was by making secret characters and interacting with her on v1, she was nothing but nice to those personas as well... I don't even. :-/ I accept that you have a problem with her, and that she's rubbed you the wrong way in a number of manners, and for that, I apologize if I had anything to do with it even if remotely.
I will, however, be discussing this with her, as well as the ongoing assaults she receives from the Filipino players (the majority of which I had to ban from the server for exploiting things ~_~;), and voice my personal concerns regarding the tone she uses with the community via the message board. I'm also guilty of being extremely direct to the point of coming off as potentially being rude as well, but as we both know, not many people speak up to me in such instances. =/ It's not like I'm scary, but, I suppose most people have had poor experiences with server owners going HAM on people for being honest rather than blowing smoke up their asses. I know I have..
Community.. blegh. That's a touchy one for me to address. For whatever reason, players DO tend to mob against people who have been marked problematic for whatever reason. Even I don't get it. You weren't a rule breaker, nor did you spam tickets or @main for ridiculous requests during your time on v2 (or even on v1). Perhaps a player started rumors about you since you were on staff throughout beta, but I've looked through all the chat logs and the only mentions of "Yusifer" or your IRL name, have had nice things said about you, so it must not be going on in-game (heck, or even on the forum as I've searched PM's for your name to try to see if someone was besmirching you as well there, to no avail). I've actually been banning quite a few people left and right as of late for their behavior towards others. I've not been able to stay in-game or coding for extended periods of time due to my arm (which has now transferred to my wrist -_-; ugh), so I've had to find out about random fights that've broken out between new players over @main when reviewing logs at the end of the day or from staff members, whereas I'd usually be right there to break things up. I'm not "disappointed" in the community, as there are far more nice people than there are trolls/buttheads this time around, but I am discontent that there've been quite a few people who have snuck under my bullshit detector who I thought were genuinely good people, who have turned out to be complete dickwads to others behind my back. They're getting banned one by one (or, three at a time as was the case early yesterday morning.. x_x;), though, and I'm trying my best to return the "community" feel back to the community, as it was in v1. Takes time, though.
As for Seekoh.. ugh. I'll be open and frank about her/him; I was relieved when I heard that they'd left the server. They reminded me of a Floridian-based Paul "Marinia"/"uncelebrated", what with reporting someone for having WPE on their desktop despite the server being equipped with Harmony, suggesting that I, despite having operated servers for the past five and a half years, as well as training under one of the core developers of Open Kore (who, consequently also taught me the ins and outs of WPE and its advantages in RO), didn't know of its potential uses within the game, as well as just having an odd tone in said report.. just something about them rubbed me the wrong way. It happens, though, and life goes on. As a staff member, I'm obligated to being impartial, and I did that to the absolute best of my ability when dealing with her/him, but as "Justin", I simply couldn't stand said individual. I can't really justify my reasoning other than, "I just did." Her complaints regarding the difficulty of leveling a Taekwon, despite the fact that a) I never altered the Taekwon leveling tables (they have the same experience requirements as traditional RO), and b) I did NO changes to any of their skills/stats/mechanics whatsoever, completely baffled me. There are over 10 active high level Taekwon Rankers on the server, and there's even competition for the top spots on the server for the leaderboard of TKRs, and I've received absolutely no complaints from any of them about leveling. When she stated that she was having trouble at Soldier Skeletons at level 30~ish, I created a TK to test, and had no issues there even with NPC items and using Novice Potions from the training grounds... =/ Until around 70, the leveling doesn't really slow down or change much from Traditional RO, even with the altered leveling system, as many of the monsters are within the same ranges (some giving 125% EXP due to being within ten levels of the player), so.. her/his complaints baffled me completely. Many of the current Taekwons have given me complaints for adding in custom weapons for the class, as well as adding in extended equipment for the class, claiming it takes away from the difficulty/intended feel of the class, but taking your, Seekoh's, and my own thoughts into consideration, I found it alright to do, especially considering I gave Gunslingers new bullet types well over a year ago. But, as you know, different strokes for different folks. *shrug*
Continuing with Taekwon's additions, do recall during your time on staff (though perhaps you didn't see many of the hardcore debates that took place during beta involving cursing/fighting) that everyone on staff does have differing opinions. I do tend to ask specifically for opinions of two to three individuals on staff, however, before polling community leaders on ideas, as, as you've stated, people tend to agree rather than constructively debate when they have a differing opinion. I'll never understand it myself why some people are afraid to give me their true opinions on staff (though I must applaud v2's staff on not pussyfooting around certain things than the v1 staff overall) or within the community. So long as it's done in a respectful manner, I don't take offense and am more than happy to hear/discuss an alternative opinion than my own. I do so wish you could have been a part of the core debates that took place shortly after v1 was closed to discuss the changes to be implemented in v2. Returning for a moment to the TK weapon additions, there are heavily differing opinions of them within the staff at the moment-- specifically myself and RiverStyx going back and forth about them since their implementation -- (I wrote this paragraph halfway through the previous one, so I apologize that it basically recycles back over itself), but eh.
Again returning to your encounter with fellow staff members during your time on staff, I will say two things, and hopefully neither hurt anyone's feelings:
Firstly, you took initiative, and I for one appreciate that out of anyone on staff. Good help IS hard to find, and finding people who not only have a vision, but who are willing to go above and beyond for something they believe in, without having someone stand over them with orders, are even harder to come by. Unfortunately, in your eagerness to deliver great content (which, not denying for a second that you didn't), you did go outside of certain boundaries (e.g. being asked to make five quests per tribe and then making more than that, etc), which got under many people's skin. To be absolutely fair, however, even I was taken aback (in a 50/50 sort of way) at the amount of content you submitted in such a short period of time upon multiple people on staff stating "Yusifer said something along the lines of 'what's taking Justin so long'; it wasn't in a disrespectful manner, but eh". I poured over the Skype logs and couldn't find trace of it, but did so as fast as I possibly could (my arm's state was extremely bad at the time, and was already pressed for time with the release content). I gave everyone the benefit of the doubt about it; on one hand I can't fathom you saying such a thing, on the other, many of the people on staff are people who've worked with me for years prior who have nothing to gain from starting rumors about someone else on staff who was, in my eyes, an asset.
Secondly, I insist all fingers be pointed at myself for the staff members who voiced their concerns regarding your being on staff to me directly, for their not being direct with you. Contrary to popular belief, I don't enjoy drama. I'll fire someone for something as trivial as calling a player a whore publicly (e.g. Mamimi on SerenityRO v4), or getting into an argument with a fellow staff member out in the open. I deplore fighting among those in my inner circle, and insist that people be silent about their personal dislike for someone than cause a fight in my conferences. Perhaps if I had permitted everyone to simply be direct, things wouldn't have transgressed as they did, however, what's done is done. Consequently, there's been no fighting or strife among staff members since your removal from the team that I've been informed of or witnessed. Perhaps it was simply a case of strong personalities clashing, or someone sipping the haterade, but all I do know is that the fighting and bickering to me has ceased, allowing me time to focus on more pertinent things within the server.
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I will again thank you for your contributions and your unbiased take on your experience at UtopiaRO. I apologize for your poor experience in multiple facets of your experience, and hope that others do not share the same misfortunes as yourself.